i'm lost and feel trapped
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Hey everybody,
I need some work advice from those of you who've been on the oncology for a while now. I'm a new grad., took my last exam 10 days ago and started to work 5 days ago. I accepted a position on what I thought at the time to be an oncology/hematology floor. I was hoping for an oncology/palliative floor like the one I did my internship on and when I spoke to the head nurse of the floor that i'm on now, she made it sound like they do have some palliative pt. but the main thing on the floor was oncology/hematology. I started last wednesday and found out that yes, it is an onco/hema floor but also an acute medicine. The nurses there run around from place to place, and when I asked my perceptor how often she get to sit down and talk to her pt. she replied "not that often". I'm disappointed, and scared that I got myself into something that is too big for me. I know I shouldn't judge based on the two days that I was there, but i've been coming home crying and I feel cheated. I don't want to give up so quickly, sometimes during my shift I feel like I can do this and that everything is going to be fine...then there are times I feel like just going home...to top everything, I already had two incidence with not so kind nurses....Is this normal...to feel like this? any words of wisdom from you guys would be appreciated....I have to go back on Monday to do a 12 hrs shift...I was so upset on Thursday that I actually left the floor with tears in my eyes...my preceptor came after me to ask if i'll be back on Monday, I said that I will b/c I'm not the type of person to give up...but still...So confused...