It's been almost 2 years since i took and did not pass the NCLEX-RN. They got me on a bunch of medication questions on uncommon meds and so I've had anxiety about the test ever since. Its hard hearing updates on my fellow classmates passing and how great their lives have been while I've been struggling paycheck to paycheck and other problems in my life.
The economy has destroyed my life basically and I haven't been able to get enough money to retake the boards. While looking for a place to live with fear of being homeless I found someone willing to help me out and pay the $200 for me to retake the test and I used Christmas money from relatives to pay the state fee. I'm enrolled in Virtual ATI because I was using them when I failed the first time and their policy is apparently they'll help you until you pass.
My retake date is end of Feb and I've been studying every day for the test. My problem is it creates so much anxiety to me that I literally have panic attacks and literally can't move and start to cry. Obviously the smart thing would be to see someone but I have no money and I'm uninsured. I'm just literally scared of failing again because I have no job, nobody will hire me because I'm overqualified or have no experience, etc. I know this is hindering my studying but I'm afraid that I'm not doing the right thing. My ATI coach says I'm doing great so far but I don't feel like I am. Just need advice, words of wisdom, something...
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It's been almost 2 years since i took and did not pass the NCLEX-RN. They got me on a bunch of medication questions on uncommon meds and so I've had anxiety about the test ever since. Its hard hearing updates on my fellow classmates passing and how great their lives have been while I've been struggling paycheck to paycheck and other problems in my life.
The economy has destroyed my life basically and I haven't been able to get enough money to retake the boards. While looking for a place to live with fear of being homeless I found someone willing to help me out and pay the $200 for me to retake the test and I used Christmas money from relatives to pay the state fee. I'm enrolled in Virtual ATI because I was using them when I failed the first time and their policy is apparently they'll help you until you pass.
My retake date is end of Feb and I've been studying every day for the test. My problem is it creates so much anxiety to me that I literally have panic attacks and literally can't move and start to cry. Obviously the smart thing would be to see someone but I have no money and I'm uninsured. I'm just literally scared of failing again because I have no job, nobody will hire me because I'm overqualified or have no experience, etc. I know this is hindering my studying but I'm afraid that I'm not doing the right thing. My ATI coach says I'm doing great so far but I don't feel like I am. Just need advice, words of wisdom, something...