my head is messed up!

hi guys, i just wanted to share my story...

so im from the philippines- southeast asia (for others not familiar with the country) and im already third year nursing student. :rotfl:

See, nursing is really a big boom of opportunity here in our country, so the effect is there are mushrooming nsg schools everywhere you look.

I dont know about the new students but my purpose of going to nursing school is to get outta here and get employed somewhere else. Im sure youve heard that reasons a lot of times.

anyway,, here's the problem... since now im in third year, major subjects are being taught. everytime i open my med surg book, here's what happens--

i become drowsy!! :stone right! is it because of the thickness, or am i not really interested?? :chair:

i asked that myself. but really i am interested. Whenever the professor blabs about lesson, i sat upstraight and listen. after the class, i felt myself motivated and promise myself to study the lesson at home. that is when i get home... theres the syndrome again! and that goes on and on and on. :stone

I notice when i read, is that i skip from one subject to another

and when i decided to get serious, i read every word, every sentence, every paragraph going deeper and deeper.... then suddenly my young brother will jump and scream in front of me :rotfl: and will say "Kanina ka pa diyan eh, laro naman tayo!!!" Its Tagalog language of saying "Lets play! Youre always there the whole time!"

how can i concentrate! and heres another thing, as i read my nsg books.. all i can think of is... how can i apply to other countries..

.....will i earn lots of money?........

.....will i pass the board exams?....CGFNS.....NCLEX..

...... my classmate is much better than me.....

.......this is too difficult...... :stone

......its too hot in here :angryfire (the location of Philippines is near the equator)

i cant concentrate

there goes my mind.. My mind flies...

So its confirmed. im messed up.

THank you for spending time reading this. :)

can i request you to spend a little time replying to me and help me

through this?

I will really appreciate it. I will gladly take your advise.

Heartfelt thanks in advance! :sofahider