Please help!! I'm a new grad with the strangest placement.
So first a little background...After graduating nursing school I had some difficulty finding a job in nyc. I interviewed at A very reputable hospital but was placed on a wait list. Soon after I was contacted by an agency who is partnered with the hospital and offered me a chance to participate in a residency there and work and be trained by the hospital for 14 months. I interviewed for a cardiac step down position. Where I had done my preceptorship in school and where I really wanted to work. The pay was low (18 /hr ) but as far as I could tell that was really the only downside. I was hired in November for the cardiac position and was set to start the middle of January.
This is where the trouble starts.. Two weeks into orientation I was pulled out of class and told to call the agency. Surprise actually there is no spot for you on cardiac you are going to work in the Nicu. I told them that I don't have any experience and didn't want to work in peds. But it was clear that this wasn't really my choice. The Agency rep said "I would come to love it". So trying to stay positive I went to the floor for my scheduled shift. They had NO IDEA I WAS COMING. Worse no one wanted to precept me. So I was bounced around from person to person. Switched to nights.. and now finally halfway through orientation I have a preceptor. The hospital is a bit upset because they were promised someone who was interviewed for the nicu. I'm upset because I feel SO OVER MY HEAD and like I have no control over my work. It's not that I hate the NICU. But I know in the last group of Orientees 3 were fired because they couldn't keep up and I'm worried the same will happen to me. I feel like this is the one area where I know absolutely nothing. All that cardiac stuff I spent so much time studying is pretty much useless. I'm progressing, but slowly. Im still kinda uncomfortable holding the kids.
I don't know what to do because it took me so long to find a job as a new grad and I wanted to work for this hospital so badly. I don't blame them it was all the agency's fault. Also I want to take my acute care experience to be transferable to other areas down the line. What can I do with nicu experience? Become an nnp? I called multiple people at the agency but they said that they can't move me. What the heck do I do?
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Please help!! I'm a new grad with the strangest placement.
So first a little background...After graduating nursing school I had some difficulty finding a job in nyc. I interviewed at A very reputable hospital but was placed on a wait list. Soon after I was contacted by an agency who is partnered with the hospital and offered me a chance to participate in a residency there and work and be trained by the hospital for 14 months. I interviewed for a cardiac step down position. Where I had done my preceptorship in school and where I really wanted to work. The pay was low (18 /hr
) but as far as I could tell that was really the only downside. I was hired in November for the cardiac position and was set to start the middle of January.
This is where the trouble starts.. Two weeks into orientation I was pulled out of class and told to call the agency. Surprise actually there is no spot for you on cardiac you are going to work in the Nicu. I told them that I don't have any experience and didn't want to work in peds. But it was clear that this wasn't really my choice. The Agency rep said "I would come to love it". So trying to stay positive I went to the floor for my scheduled shift. They had NO IDEA I WAS COMING. Worse no one wanted to precept me. So I was bounced around from person to person. Switched to nights.. and now finally halfway through orientation I have a preceptor. The hospital is a bit upset because they were promised someone who was interviewed for the nicu. I'm upset because I feel SO OVER MY HEAD and like I have no control over my work. It's not that I hate the NICU. But I know in the last group of Orientees 3 were fired because they couldn't keep up and I'm worried the same will happen to me. I feel like this is the one area where I know absolutely nothing. All that cardiac stuff I spent so much time studying is pretty much useless. I'm progressing, but slowly. Im still kinda uncomfortable holding the kids.
I don't know what to do because it took me so long to find a job as a new grad and I wanted to work for this hospital so badly. I don't blame them it was all the agency's fault. Also I want to take my acute care experience to be transferable to other areas down the line. What can I do with nicu experience? Become an nnp? I called multiple people at the agency but they said that they can't move me. What the heck do I do?