I hate to admit I'm only here to read the new grad horror stories. I, myself, am a new grad 5 months fresh out of NS. I work in the ER - my dream job. I'm here as a reality check to myself that I am not the only one struggling. I must have it better than some since I don't cry before work, during work, or on my days off. My stress level is through the roof though, I am nauseous ALL the time. No, I am not pregnant, yes I am 100% sure. Some days I do feel like crying, but there is no time! In my mind crying takes time and solves nothing. Or at least that is what I tell myself, but God knows I would like a good cry.
I'm thankful for my job, and super thankful that I got the job of my dreams. I know I would be even more unhappy on med/surg or a floor.
I go back tonight for 5 12s in a row. Last shift I worked last week I was so overwhelmed I tuned everything out, and lost my compassion. I was a robot. I don't like getting to that point. Staffing called every day I had off to get me to add on. I said No to save my sanity. It's my birthday tomorrow, I'm gonna milk it and ask to be put in my favorite zone. :) I hope they will.
Thanks to all those who support the new grads. You're angels!
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I hate to admit I'm only here to read the new grad horror stories. I, myself, am a new grad 5 months fresh out of NS. I work in the ER - my dream job. I'm here as a reality check to myself that I am not the only one struggling. I must have it better than some since I don't cry before work, during work, or on my days off. My stress level is through the roof though, I am nauseous ALL the time. No, I am not pregnant, yes I am 100% sure. Some days I do feel like crying, but there is no time! In my mind crying takes time and solves nothing. Or at least that is what I tell myself, but God knows I would like a good cry.
I'm thankful for my job, and super thankful that I got the job of my dreams. I know I would be even more unhappy on med/surg or a floor.
I go back tonight for 5 12s in a row. Last shift I worked last week I was so overwhelmed I tuned everything out, and lost my compassion. I was a robot. I don't like getting to that point. Staffing called every day I had off to get me to add on. I said No to save my sanity. It's my birthday tomorrow, I'm gonna milk it and ask to be put in my favorite zone. :) I hope they will.
Thanks to all those who support the new grads. You're angels!