I'm graduating with a BSN in about eight months. For the past two years I've worked as a clinic assistant, and depending on the week, working back-to-back ten to twelve hour daytime shifts. That is to say, it's not out of laziness that I am terrified of working a night shift. I have heard that it is every new nurse's dues to work at least six months to a year on the night shift on the Med/Surg unit. I am committed to nursing, and I'm not trying to get out of paying those dues. However, I have severe anxiety and a history of depression. Staying up late exacerbates my symptoms--my ability to cope quickly deteriorates the later it gets. I know the night shift is difficult for anyone, but I seriously question my ability to safely care for patients, make rational decisions, and stay sane if I alter my sleep schedule. Please, any advice is appreciated--do all new nurses start out on the night shift? Is the any way to communicate my fears to my advisor without sounding like a slacker? I am good at my current job, and I don't doubt my ability as a nurse, but I'm really worried about this.
I'm graduating with a BSN in about eight months. For the past two years I've worked as a clinic assistant, and depending on the week, working back-to-back ten to twelve hour daytime shifts. That is to say, it's not out of laziness that I am terrified of working a night shift. I have heard that it is every new nurse's dues to work at least six months to a year on the night shift on the Med/Surg unit. I am committed to nursing, and I'm not trying to get out of paying those dues. However, I have severe anxiety and a history of depression. Staying up late exacerbates my symptoms--my ability to cope quickly deteriorates the later it gets. I know the night shift is difficult for anyone, but I seriously question my ability to safely care for patients, make rational decisions, and stay sane if I alter my sleep schedule. Please, any advice is appreciated--do all new nurses start out on the night shift? Is the any way to communicate my fears to my advisor without sounding like a slacker? I am good at my current job, and I don't doubt my ability as a nurse, but I'm really worried about this.