Bsn10

Yes it's 5. You can get more added if you slip up during your time so just adhere to the total abstinence policy..it's a whole big process for a slip up so don't do it. Again, if you were diverting.. fully emerge yourself in your recovery, you won't regret it. I know it's hard to see right now, but it truly is a gift.

If they sent you home for diverting I would assume you were drug tested correct? If you were not diverting I would not by any means agree to the monitoring program...(not a fun time, but it saved my life..but I digress) but if you already agreed chances of getting out are slim to none. I guess I just don't understand what actually happened. Yeah you can go on vacations but still have to check in to be drug tested and stuff. Your upcoming trip will depend on what treatment they give you too..if you're lucky it's outpatient and you'll be done before it's time to go..if not you probably won't be able to go. You'll be out of work probably 6 months. I just recently got a job about 2 months ago after being out of work for 6 months, that seems to be about the avgerage time. If you truly were deverting be honest with yourself and accept the help.

Im in wv. I've asked before but no one seems to have been through it or knows anything about it.

I'm so sorry to hear this. This is one of my biggest fears

Thank you. You all are going to be a pillar to my success. I'm glad I found this forum. Thank you for your encouragement. I do have this post bookmarked and I do hope in 5 years time I'm able to look back at this just like you said, but right now 5 years seems so long and impossible.

I'm awaiting an evaluation in a few days and then awaiting a contract to be made. I self reported to the board and my states recovery program...narcotic related. I have no idea what to expect. I'm just so lost and so sad. Not allowed to work...who knows when I'll be released. If I get a five year contract, it just seems daunting. The fees for the drug tests? Does anyone know when those start? Right after I get the contract, when I start whatever treatment they recommend, or when I'm released to work? I can't afford that and not work, not to mention treatment. It's all so much to take in. Some days I feel like I can make it, and other days I want to give up. I feel like I change minute to minute. I'm just so so sad..and wish i could take it all back, it wasn't worth it.

How long after signing your contract were u tested? I'm waiting to be evaluated, go in a few days then I'll have to wait on contract which will happen probably next day? Idk! and I drank alcohol a week ago. Now I'm scared that'll happen to me.

I'm still awaiting evaluation and I feel useless in the meantime..no job. It all feels hopeless. All I do is cry. I'm nervous and scared. Anyone feel this way?

I am, but it all feels hopeless right now. It will never happen again. Thank you for telling me I'm worth the work, I needed that.

I am a nurse in wv and just self reported to the board and wv restore for drug diversion restore took my information but has yet to get back with me. Anyone been through this particular program? Can anyone tell me what to expect? Right now my license is active so I'm applying for more jobs per the boards advice. I need guidance for what I face in the future.

Can you message me?