I'm going through the same situation, except for I'm working long term facility. Unfortunately I only trained for about a week before i was on my own, because they had a few nurses go on sick leave. I am constantly thinking about the previous shift on my day off (like right now). I'm glad to read all the support on here from experienced nurses, and to know that eventually WE will get the hang of things. I had a discussion with my DSD and nursing supervisor who assured me that they went through the same feelings when they first graduated. I'm relieved but still at the same time want to just be proficient. They reminded me of all the reasons I chose to be a nurse in the first place. So I'm hanging in there hoping for the best shift but expecting anything and everything. good luck to the both of us!