I am a new grad as well and cannot give you advice, but wanted to thank you for sharing. It is something I might run into as well and would feel terrible also. That is why we have a training period. I guess mistakes do happen, but when they happen to US, it is awful. I already feel a bit stupid (maybe inexperienced is a better word, but stupid feels right, lol). Thanks for sharing. Keep bugging anyone you can to answer your questions! From what I have heard, it is when we are afraid and DO not ask questions and/or are bullied by ancillary departments (You HAVE to give this patient contrast ASAP, even though you KNOW your pt is NPO - this happened to a friend of mine during training and he was fired!), you have to check and check again....even if you are "bothering" them. Don't let anyone make you feel afraid to question any orders or something you are unsure of! Remind ME of this when I need it!!! Good luck, seems to me you are very concientious and a caring nurse!