I too say go see your Dr about possible depression and anxiety that can be treated. Nursing is so very hard and you have been doing it for 10 years without any big mistakes. You should feel great about that! Maybe it is time to investigate what jobs are out there that can offer less stress, use your experience, and you can see yourself excited about? Try looking at non nursing jobs at hospitals if you have large hospitals in your area. I just saw a few that wanted RNs but were not nursing. Also, Insurance case manager jobs? Or maybe something totally out of the box? Maybe there is something different that would provide earnings and insurance to meet your needs?