I had a similar experience in a LTC. My situation allowed for me to only work one shift and then never go back. Don't let this get to you. Take your boards as soon as you can. It's already been quite awhile since you graduated. Once you have taken boards, start applying for jobs. Preferably in a facility in the 21st century with computerized lab values and electronic medication dispensaries. It gets better, I promise. PS That facility is a perfect example of what not to look for in a potential employer.