I graduated in May 2004 with an ADN and have failed Nclex 4 times so far. I have been unable to get hired as a Nurse Tech or even as a CNA so I am working as a Pharmacy Tech. I tried using Saunders book, Mosby, Nursing Made Easy, Anderson Review and most recently Kaplan, which my scores had dropped instead of improved using just those techniques. I am losing faith. I want to be excited and optimistic, but it has been so long I don't even know if I can remember the basics of nursing care. I never tested well in school, but clinicals were fine. It really sucks! My aunt is a nurse and said I need to work in the field to pass, I told her easier said than done. Sometimes I think I wasted 2 years of my life at school for nothing but putting me in debt, and then I remember how good it felt when I remember my patients telling me how much I helped them and I have HOPE! I hope you have better luck than I did. Ally