The only thing motivating me right now is that for me, I will be finished at the end of December and man....am I going to celebrate. It is so hard to stay focused. Tonight I had the most hellish clinical that I've ever had and I cried all the way home. I felt so stupid with my instructor, she was asking me things like generations of drugs and schedules of drugs and I just froze, then when it came to hanging Piggybacks I was just so unorganized, I'm supposed to team lead next week and I'm scared to death, I could hardly handle my two patients tonight and she wants me to team lead. I just told myself on the way home to focus and just think positive, then I thought of my kids and thought I have to do it for them, because I've had my nose in the books too long and they have felt the brunt of it all, so the sooner I get done the better. I'll just try to keep smiling and focus, but If any of you have ideas on time management and team leading just send them my way, because I will be needing them. Talk to you all soon. and this is what i'm doing right now, having a beer!! :beercuphe