You can do it - I went straight into outpatient heme/onc as a new grad & I love it. There's a steep learning curve, for sure, but when I look back to where I was my 1st day vs. now at 8 months in & I am really proud of how far I've come. There are lots of great resources. I found the ONS Chemo Basics to be helpful as a supplement to my on-the-job training.