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HEY GIRLFRIEND- YOU AND I ARE IN THE SAME BOAT. IT WAS MY UNCLE THAT WAS USING AND HE WAS IN A HEAD-ON COLLISION AND DIED INSTANTLY. MY OTHER UNCLE THAT WAS DIAGNOSED WITH CANCER NEEDED AN ORGAN. ONCE WE WERE TOLD OF HIS USING, HIS WIFE REFUSED AS WELL AS HE DID B/C OF POSSIBLE COMPLICATIONS GREATER DOWN THE LINE. WE WERE TOLD OF THIS AND THERE ARE STILL PEOPLE IN THE FAMILY IN DENIAL TO THIS DAY ABOUT IT. WHAT HE DID, HE CHOSE TO DO IT. IT'S SAD BECAUSE I LOST 2 UNCLES AND ONE COULD'VE BEEN SAVED. SO IN ALL I THINK THAT THE FAMILY HAS A RIGHT TO KNOW IT GIVES CLOSURE AS TO WHY. AND IF THEY SO CHOOSE TO LIVE IN DENIAL THEN AT LEAST THEY KNOW WHY. YOU CAN CLOSE THAT CHAPTER IN YOUR LIFE . HANG IN THERE.

HERE- HERE I WAS IN THE HOSPITAL FOR 4 DAYS FROM A STONE. I HAD A MAJOR INFECTION IN MY BLADDER AND KIDNEYS. THE URINE WAS GOING BACK INTO MY KIDNEYS. THERE WAS SO MUCH BLOOD IN MY URINE THE NURSE TRIED TO TELL ME THAT I WAS ON MY PERIOD:angryfire . SO SHE CATH ME AND SHE FOUND OUT DIFFERENTLY. RAN OUT OF THE ROOM TO GO THE DR AND I WAS ADMITTED AND GIVEN A COCK-TAIL OF MORPHINE AND DILAUDID FOR PAIN. I WAS ON PAIN MEDICINE FOR 2-3 DAYS. WHEN I WOKE UP IT WAS FROM THE PAIN OF SO MANY SHOTS OF PAIN MEDS IN MY A**:rotfl: . I TOLD THE NURSE TO GET THE DR IN HERE TO GET THOSE STONES OUT. I WENT TO THE OR AND STENTS WERE PUT INTO MY URETERS AND THE NEXT DAY I WAS SENT HOME WITH ATB AND PERCOCET. THERE WERE SO MANY INFECTIONS FROM THE RIPPING OF THE STONES PASSING IT WAS UNREAL. I TRIED ABOUT 5 DIFFERENT ATB. I WOULD RATHER HAVE HAD 10 BABIES THAT ALL WEIGH 20LBS A PEICE THAT TO EVER DEAL WITH THAT AGAIN. THAT HURT. I FEEL THE PAIN ALL OVER AGAIN JUST TELLING YOU ALL ABOUT IT.:chuckle

I THINK THAT ALL OF THAT IS NEED TO KNOW INFORMATION. HOW DARE THEY NOT SAY SOMETHING ABOUT THAT STUFF. WHEN I START SCHOOL I WILL HAVE ALL OF THOSE QUESTIONS ANSWERED BEFORE I SET FOOT IN A CLINICAL:rotfl: . BUT MAYBE NOT. I HOPE I NEVER RUN INTO PROJECTILE VOMMITTING OR TOO MUCH POOP.

NOW THIS MAY SEEM TO BE A STRANGE QUESTION TO ASK YOU GUYS AND GALS. WHEN IN YOUR CAREER DID YOU REALIZE THAT YOU NEEDED MEDICATION, SUCH AS ANTI-DEPRESSANTS? OR WHAT EVER IT WAS TO GET YOU THROUGH YOUR DAY OR NIGHT? WAS IT WHILE YOU WERE IN SCHOOL? CLINICALS? OR IN THE FEILD DUE TO NOT FINDING YOUR IDEAL JOB THAT YOU HAVE? I'M READING ALL OF THE THINGS THAT'S WRITTEN ALL THE TIME AND I'M TAKING IT ALL IN. IT MAY HAPPEN TO ME AND IT MAY NOT. WHAT WOULD BE SOME OF THE TAIL-TAIL SIGNS THAT YOU NEED TO SEE A DR.? I DON'T WANT TO WAIT UNTIL I'M READY TO CRACK LIKE A EGG. THIS IS REALLY HELPFUL INFORMATION YOU GUYS AND GALS. I REALLY TAKES GUTS TO SAY THAT YOU NEEDED HELP. . WHEN IT'S MY TURN AND FEEL LOST I KNOW THAT I CAN COME HERE AND I YOU GUYS AND GALS THAT'S HONEST. I LIKE THAT. WHATEVER WORKS FOR YOU STICK WITH IT. NO MATTER WHAT OTHERS SAY.