I worked a couple years as a CNA in a long term facility. When you see the bedsore tape, realize you can make a huge difference and prevent them. You can keep people clean and dry, and make sure they change position, and alert the nurse to reddened areas before they become open areas. When you see an Alzheimer's patient, realize you can make a huge difference by giving them a familiar face and routine, that you can help them maintain their dignity by seeing they eat, wash, dress, and are clean and dry... you can add to the family's comfort and decrease their sadness by showing them their loved one will not only be cared for but will be cared about. You can offer hugs to distraught family members because they will come to know you, and you them. What you have gotten yourself into is an opportunity to make a difference in people's lives. You have gotten yourself into an opportunity to make hard times a little easier. You have gotten yourself into helping someone to die with dignity and comfort, to help someone who is confused rest a little easier and to help someone who just needs some help to get it. I hope I do not sound like a polly anna. I've been in nursing my entire adult life... 3 years as a CNA (back then nurse's aides), one as a LPN and 28 as a RN. Any aspect of nursing is difficult, but there are few professions where you can make such a difference in so many people's lives, making hard times just a little better, and that is what you have gotten yourself into. Not to sound corny, but it is a noble thing. And Welcome!