Hi there, I am sorry that you have lost most of your hearing at 32. I started losing mine around that time, and was told at 38 that I needed to wear bilateral hearing aids. My hearing loss is totally genetic and irreversible....at 43 it is worsening and I am happy to say that I am still practicing. I too have a lot of trouble hearing doctors on the phone.....especially if they have an accent. It's hard to wear my hearing aids and use my stethoscope, so I am looking at a blue tooth stethoscope that will send heart tones straight to my hearing aids. It can be frustrating at times, but you can over come it. Have you considered that you are going through post partum depression since your son is only 4 months old? Please don't let your hearing loss keep you from enjoying your nursing profession. There are plenty of us out there who don't hear so well, but we are damn good nurses!!! Good luck!