I'm sorry, and I don't mean to be rude, but your reply sounds very much like what I came to know of nursing school instructors. The ones I had were very poor teachers, and they really lacked skill on the floor, as well. They hated their jobs and they hated the students and they were terrible examples for others to follow. Of course there was one who was very good, and the chairperson was very good. But that's like 2 out of 20. So, frankly, I'd actually support cutting their pay, not raising it. You should try to find what you love about nursing, or did love about it and try to return to that. You don't sound happy, and if nursing is as great a misery to you as it was to the instructors I had, then you really aren't helping anyone or yourself. That's just my opinion, though, and you know what opinions are like.