Hi DixieCup, I too failed my exam first time around and felt the same way, so I know where you are coming from!! I am scheduled to take it again in the end of April with me starting a new job that following Monday, so I am very anxious but I know with the Lord's help I can do this!!!! To get my CEU's, I did the free ones on the ANPP website because of money constraints, sent them in with my money and a month or two later received my letter to retest. I too took the Barkley class and studied but now I see I must come at the test much differently and am trying to do this. So please pray for me and I will pray for you, it can be done!!!!!! Keep your head up and get ready to pass this darn :) exam!!!!!