I completely understand how you are feeling. I graduated in may, took the review course that my school offered and took the exam in june b/c everyone kept saying the sooner you take it the better and I had nothing to worry about because I will pass. I took off work and studied for 2wk straight using Mobsy. So I took my exam and 48hr later, I found out that I failed; I didn't know how to act or feel. I felt like a loser, dumb, incompetent, had so much emotion running through me, cried everyday for about three day. Through all these, I realized how important my family were to me, they were there, crying with me and some friends were very supportive. After a week, I decided look for new strategies to help me the next time. I had purchase the kaplan strategies book but never opened it the first time I took the exam, but these time I started reading the book and developed hugh confident that I will pass the second time, I only used the kaplan strategies book and Hogan book for questions. I just found out I PASSED my second time, now I could move on with my life. I just want to tell everyone that have fail to keep hope and pray. Having supportive people around is every important as well.