Hello! I can see how you may start to waiver, but do not give up! Your stats are impressive(good experience, strong extra-curriculars); perhaps maybe taking a graduate level class would boost your GPA even further? And show how serious you are. A class that you could transfer easily into your accepted program would be worthwhile(one of the three P's-physical assessment, pathophysiology, or advanced pharmacology). I would continue to reach out to the schools to find out exactly where they thought you might improve. Don't give up! You are serious about this and want to know how you can improve. And yes-I would say you should have more recent shadow experience. How many hours have you shadowed so far?
Yes- I think it's absolutely worth it to have someone other than family read your essays! Of course they will be partial ?
I wouldnt switch ICUs. Most important is the quality of experience you are getting there. Are the pts higher acuity and are you getting lots of experience with vents, airways, titrating gtts, hemodynamic monitoring, and critical thinking scenarios?
There are so many great resources now more than ever for aspiring CRNAs! Personally I joined two groups that really helped me succeed(even through the journey of school). And there are many more! You can find them through social media(FB, Instagram, etc). Amanda Kay coaching group https://www.amandakaycrna.com/ and also CRNA prep academy (https://www.cspaedu.com). There are podcasts and YouTube resources as well. My two faves (even after becoming a CRNA) are Rhea Temmermand's Atomic Anesthesia https://atomicanesthesia.com/ and Chrissy Massaro @ confidentcareacademy.com
Stay strong! It's a long journey but incredibly worth it!! ❤️