hey everyone *warning, long post ahead if you do not want to read, scroll all the way to the bottom, because i have some questions in need of answering in red. anyhoo, i just wanted to share with you all my nclex journey. i graduated from nursing (pn) school in july of 2006. nursing school was pretty easy for me considering that the school i attended provided so much leway- taking tests straight from saunders, letting us retake tests up to 5x over, clinical instructors who took us on "field trips" to museums and/or only made us stay at clinicals for an hour out of a 12 hour shift, etc. it seemed fun back then, but come time to graduate & move on to the real world, i knew the fun wouldn't continue. i thought the nclex would be just as easy & in combination with my poor work ethic continuing from school, i procrastinated my way into taking the nclex. i ended up not taking the test until december of that year, only to fail. i do not take failure well. considering that i did so well in school & breezed on by, i did not take this test outcome lightly. i went to a deep depression mode, even started lying to others & saying i did pass by test because my ego was more important. again, i started to procrastinate because all i can feel was failure. before you knew it, it was july of 2007 & my world fell apart when my dad suddenly died of a heart attack. my priorities changed & i then had to help take charge of things in my family. i began working even more at my job (i manage a nurse registry, lol) and the nclex just did not become a #1 priority anymore. time flew by once again, and it was december 2007. i had been studying here & there but nothing serious. i just decided, screw it, let me take the test & see where i am at. and once again, i failed. which brings me to the present day. it is march 2008. my studying has picked up, but as my life has been calming a bit, i have suddenly getting motivated to study once again. and this is where you all come in. i did have a couple questions.: -how do you all stay motivated? -are there any refresher classes in southern california or through the web that have been proving helpful for students who have either failed or have been out of school for 2 years? any & all comments/feedback are appreciated and to all of you, a very big thanks from the bottom of my :redbeathe for checking out my thread!