As someone who has also worked through this pandemic it saddens me to see anyone who is skeptical of the vaccine labeled as anti-vax. Vaccines, in the true sense of the word, keep the recipient from actually getting the disease. The Covid shot mitigates sx, however does not necessarily render someone immune. Those who are vaccinated can still contract Covid, and per CDC ,are able to infect others, as indicated by viral load. Prior to Covid vaccine, those of us who worked in pandemic, were "Healthcare Heroes", now we are dispensible if we do not accept the vaccine. Sure there is a choice, get vaccinated or lose your job, then your home, and then starve. That is in fact coersion.
Regarding not bringing home "My Covid" to your children, perhaps you contracted it from an asymptomatic co- worker. But these are the risks we face ( have always faced) in healthcare.