I also agree with Brownms. #1 - you need a hug #2 - you need to evaluate what you consider the pros/cons of nursing to be #3 - seek out a mentor I started in a downtown Toronto hospital, on a very unique and dynamic surgical floor. We did ENT (being simple thyroidectomies to tachs/laryngectomies/full commandos), reconstructive orthopedics, osteosarcoma orthopedics, gyne, urogyne and oral surgery (TMJs). Then we also got the occassional bowel patient and the medical runoff from ER. It was the one floor where when someone asked you where you worked, other RNs gave you the sympathetic head tilt and the "oh, you poor thing" gaze. Out of 10 that started within a two month period, only myself and one other remain. I was fortunate to have an amazing group of nurses to work with, on of whom became a mentor to me. Perhaps that is something else to look into. I do not have sites with me at this time, but I do have some sites with great articles regarding mentorship etc.