This2shallpass

Good evening, I am in SC and am only in the beginning of my contract. I wonder everyday how I am going to make it 5 years. I am not struggling with not using but the stress of this program is ridiculous.

Yes we can. Thank goodness we can vent to each other. It do nice not feeling so alone

So very true. I find it so helpful to read everyone's post. We really stress about the same issues it seems. I am in SC and the cost of all these test are a bit much. The whole thing keeps me anxious and stressed. I'm so worried I'll miss my call in time. I have even had difficulty producing enough urine at test time. I try to drink water before hand and not pee until I get there but the last few times it has taken 2 tries. It makes me so angry because I drink water while I'm there then I spend all day in the bathroom. I really think it's anxiety.

I self reported and my meeting with RPP was the following week. My case manager set up my evaluation with a counselor and the appointment was the following week. The counselor was the one who made recommendations to RPP for my treatment plan.

I mostly do option 2 and 6 which are both 52 and option 8 which is 78. I did have a blood test once which was over 100 dollars.

I have not. How could they. I don't have yo get mine signed and I don't believe the meetings keep any type of log.