I'm hoping things are going better for you now. I understand having declining faith in God. I feel the same somethings. I failed ANCC twice and now am terrified to take it again. I took a long look at myself today and counted my blessings which include a very supportive family, awesome kids, and a fabulous husband. I need to now find that inner strength to push forward and become what I was meant to be, just not sure where to start. If you have taken the test again and passed, please let me know your strategies. If you have not, and want some extra support, I'd be happy to be there. God bless you and your family.