Published Jun 19, 2007
KckStrt
99 Posts
My first seven days of work consist of working 6 12 hour day with 1 day off in between... I am absolutely exhausted mentally. I have 2 days left to go.... I can't believe I am only 4 days into my job and want to stay in bed already. I have been told by my mentor that this will not happen again and he is pretty pissed they scheduled us for these 6 12's like this.
I just feel kind of out of my element and lost. I know I am not alone feeling like this and that is what keeps me heading forward. I have all the thoughts of second guessing myself and wondering "why" I became a nurse. I am just gonna keep my head up and try to get myself organized. I find at the end of my shift I have lost all steam and can hardly even think straight.
All of this I have read about over and over at AllNurses but I am now living it. I hope I feel better tomorrow... if not... maybe Wednesday.... or Thursday (first day off)...
felixfelix
167 Posts
this is the forum that i come to when i think i might get my license and then go back into construction...gulp.
NursingAgainstdaOdds
450 Posts
That's rough!
On the bright side of things, you can show 'em what you're made of early on.
6 12s in one week though, sheesh!
ICU_nurse
67 Posts
Ouch, that is a rough start! 6 12's, way to toss you in. Hope it works out. I must admit i felt like that when I started, heard everyone talking about it, reading it on here... i guess i never really understood until i started living the nursing life!!
best of luck
parko
hlfpnt, BSN, RN
665 Posts
That's a tough schedule...I had the same thing when I started. Hopefully your preceptor won't let it happen again. I had a really good one that kept us on a pretty even schedule after that first week. It's not easy, I know. Hang in there...it does get better. :icon_hug: