Hi I have been a nurse since February of this year. I am currently working on a cardiac stepdown unit at a highly-ranked, high-acuity teaching hospital. It’s been a good experience so far - I love the patient population and how much I am learning, but the unit politics are already wearing me down (which I understand is likely present on every unit to some degree...). I’ve also always been the kind of person who looks for growth and the next challenge, so I’ve been trying to look ahead and decide what I want my next career step to be once my residency program is over in 8 months. I am very intrigued by the CVICU, but also scared because it is extremely high acuity. Not to say that other CVICUs aren’t high acuity... but ours is the hospital that patients are sent to in this region for the highest level of care. The CVICU nurses also have unique responsibilities and autonomy here that I’ve heard other facilities do not allow - incredible stuff, but also intimidating.
I have always done well in school and have received high remarks from coworkers and managers since starting here. I also have prior medical experience as a medical assistant and scribe for 5 years before going to nursing school. I study outside of work because I enjoy learning and trying to become the best nurse I can be for my patients. My priority has and always will be keeping my patients safe.... and regardless of how hard I’m working, I‘m worried I am not smart enough to keep them safe in the CVICU here.
So, my question is: is it normal to be worried about these kinds of things? Or is this a sign that I wouldn’t be a good ICU nurse?
Hi I have been a nurse since February of this year. I am currently working on a cardiac stepdown unit at a highly-ranked, high-acuity teaching hospital. It’s been a good experience so far - I love the patient population and how much I am learning, but the unit politics are already wearing me down (which I understand is likely present on every unit to some degree...). I’ve also always been the kind of person who looks for growth and the next challenge, so I’ve been trying to look ahead and decide what I want my next career step to be once my residency program is over in 8 months. I am very intrigued by the CVICU, but also scared because it is extremely high acuity. Not to say that other CVICUs aren’t high acuity... but ours is the hospital that patients are sent to in this region for the highest level of care. The CVICU nurses also have unique responsibilities and autonomy here that I’ve heard other facilities do not allow - incredible stuff, but also intimidating.
I have always done well in school and have received high remarks from coworkers and managers since starting here. I also have prior medical experience as a medical assistant and scribe for 5 years before going to nursing school. I study outside of work because I enjoy learning and trying to become the best nurse I can be for my patients. My priority has and always will be keeping my patients safe.... and regardless of how hard I’m working, I‘m worried I am not smart enough to keep them safe in the CVICU here.
So, my question is: is it normal to be worried about these kinds of things? Or is this a sign that I wouldn’t be a good ICU nurse?