I am going to do my best to keep this short, but I am in need of advice. A little bit about me: I am from upstate NY; I switched my major from BioMed to Nursing, and double majored in both Nursing and Public Health; and I have severe testing anxiety. I began a BSN program during the Spring '23 semester. The program was set up in 5 semesters. For years, I have never been the best test taker. I know the content and am definitely better at showing my skills hands on or through various assignments. Testing anxiety is something I am still working to overcome, but I am also the type of student that signs up for tutoring services for each class during syllabus week. This past Spring '24 semester, AKA the 3rd semester and halfway point of the program, is known to be the hardest semester because it involves Med Surg II, Pediatrics, and Maternity. One of the downsides also regarding this semester was that the usual professors for each of these courses were on leave. So, I had my Pharmacology professor teaching Med Surg II, and our Global Healthcare Systems professor teaching Maternity.
Within the first few weeks of classes, I contracted mono and was out for two weeks. As some of you may already know, the symptoms from mono can last for 6 months. I continued to push myself through the semester but began to struggle with both Maternity and Pediatrics. So, rather than just attending group tutoring sessions, I also set up appointments for individual sessions with my tutors and met with each of my professors once a week to go through any questions I had regarding the new/old content, and to prepare for each exam. I also purchased additional workbooks which had practice NCLEX style questions that were specific to each course.
In terms of working in the clinical setting, I can honestly say that I excelled. Each of my clinical instructors had stated that they impressed with my attention to detail and the passion I had in helping each of my patients.
As the semester came closer to the end, I was able to improve both of my grades in Pediatrics and Maternity, but my Med Surg II grade decreased. I spoke with my advisor, who was also the head of the program, and she told me that if I were to fail two courses, there is nothing that she nor anyone else can do to "save" me. It was too late to withdraw from any of the courses, so I attempted to pass Pediatrics and Maternity. Obviously, I still tried to pass Med Surg II, but if I failed only one course, then I would still be able to stay in the program and repeat it next semester.
The first final exam I took was Maternity. I felt like I passed for sure. Until I received my final grade a few hours later: I failed by 1.275 points. It wasn't part of my original plan, and I was beyond heartbroken, but I knew what I had to do: Later that day, I messaged my advisor and said I would like to drop the nursing program and graduate this May with my other bachelor's in public health.
I still took the other two final exams later that week even after dropping the program, and I passed Pediatrics, but just as I predicted, I did fail Med Surg II. One week later after the final grades were officially released, I received an email stating that I was dismissed from the program.
I know in my heart I still want to be a nurse. I have the support from my clinical instructors, and some of my professors that want me to succeed in this goal. I am just scared because I am not sure where to start. I don't even know if I should include the "program dismissal" in my new college applications since I technically dropped the program prior to final grades being officially released. Some programs are not willing to accept students who have been dismissed from other programs. I just feel hopeless. I want to be a nurse, but I don't know how to do that given my situation.
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Hi there,
I am going to do my best to keep this short, but I am in need of advice. A little bit about me: I am from upstate NY; I switched my major from BioMed to Nursing, and double majored in both Nursing and Public Health; and I have severe testing anxiety. I began a BSN program during the Spring '23 semester. The program was set up in 5 semesters. For years, I have never been the best test taker. I know the content and am definitely better at showing my skills hands on or through various assignments. Testing anxiety is something I am still working to overcome, but I am also the type of student that signs up for tutoring services for each class during syllabus week. This past Spring '24 semester, AKA the 3rd semester and halfway point of the program, is known to be the hardest semester because it involves Med Surg II, Pediatrics, and Maternity. One of the downsides also regarding this semester was that the usual professors for each of these courses were on leave. So, I had my Pharmacology professor teaching Med Surg II, and our Global Healthcare Systems professor teaching Maternity.
Within the first few weeks of classes, I contracted mono and was out for two weeks. As some of you may already know, the symptoms from mono can last for 6 months. I continued to push myself through the semester but began to struggle with both Maternity and Pediatrics. So, rather than just attending group tutoring sessions, I also set up appointments for individual sessions with my tutors and met with each of my professors once a week to go through any questions I had regarding the new/old content, and to prepare for each exam. I also purchased additional workbooks which had practice NCLEX style questions that were specific to each course.
In terms of working in the clinical setting, I can honestly say that I excelled. Each of my clinical instructors had stated that they impressed with my attention to detail and the passion I had in helping each of my patients.
As the semester came closer to the end, I was able to improve both of my grades in Pediatrics and Maternity, but my Med Surg II grade decreased. I spoke with my advisor, who was also the head of the program, and she told me that if I were to fail two courses, there is nothing that she nor anyone else can do to "save" me. It was too late to withdraw from any of the courses, so I attempted to pass Pediatrics and Maternity. Obviously, I still tried to pass Med Surg II, but if I failed only one course, then I would still be able to stay in the program and repeat it next semester.
The first final exam I took was Maternity. I felt like I passed for sure. Until I received my final grade a few hours later: I failed by 1.275 points. It wasn't part of my original plan, and I was beyond heartbroken, but I knew what I had to do: Later that day, I messaged my advisor and said I would like to drop the nursing program and graduate this May with my other bachelor's in public health.
I still took the other two final exams later that week even after dropping the program, and I passed Pediatrics, but just as I predicted, I did fail Med Surg II. One week later after the final grades were officially released, I received an email stating that I was dismissed from the program.
I know in my heart I still want to be a nurse. I have the support from my clinical instructors, and some of my professors that want me to succeed in this goal. I am just scared because I am not sure where to start. I don't even know if I should include the "program dismissal" in my new college applications since I technically dropped the program prior to final grades being officially released. Some programs are not willing to accept students who have been dismissed from other programs. I just feel hopeless. I want to be a nurse, but I don't know how to do that given my situation.