I am so upset. I had been looking forward to this interview for over a week; researching everything I could about school nursing; looking into courses I could take that would benefit me in this position like first aid for peds, PALS, etc. The more I read about school nursing, the more excited I got about this upcoming interview because I know it is my niche.
Instead of telling me about the position first (I had a zillion questions!), they started the interview by asking me all of the hard questions. My anxiety level was so high that I could not even articulate. I felt that I was not smoothly answering the questions and was going off topic, talking in circles and not really answering the original question. The problem is I get so anxious over something if I really want it. I do great in interviews where I am not that excited about the job. A lot is at stake. I have been unemployed now for over three months and I need to start a job ASAP. In addition, I just stopped taking Klonopin because I ran out recently and do not have medical insurance or money to go back to the doctor. I had to wean myself off of it, but it hasn't been that long ago and my nerves are absolutely shot with all of this stress.
The sad thing is, I know I would be great at this job but I couldn't really demonstrate that today how I would have liked, and I wish I had a second chance to do this interview over. They are doing interviews today, tomorrow, and Wednesday, and I know now I don't have any kind of a chance. I really wish they would have told me about the position first to give me time to loosen up and find out a little bit more about what they were expecting before all of the questions. Sorry just had to vent.
I am so upset. I had been looking forward to this interview for over a week; researching everything I could about school nursing; looking into courses I could take that would benefit me in this position like first aid for peds, PALS, etc. The more I read about school nursing, the more excited I got about this upcoming interview because I know it is my niche.
Instead of telling me about the position first (I had a zillion questions!), they started the interview by asking me all of the hard questions. My anxiety level was so high that I could not even articulate. I felt that I was not smoothly answering the questions and was going off topic, talking in circles and not really answering the original question. The problem is I get so anxious over something if I really want it. I do great in interviews where I am not that excited about the job. A lot is at stake. I have been unemployed now for over three months and I need to start a job ASAP. In addition, I just stopped taking Klonopin because I ran out recently and do not have medical insurance or money to go back to the doctor. I had to wean myself off of it, but it hasn't been that long ago and my nerves are absolutely shot with all of this stress.
The sad thing is, I know I would be great at this job but I couldn't really demonstrate that today how I would have liked, and I wish I had a second chance to do this interview over. They are doing interviews today, tomorrow, and Wednesday, and I know now I don't have any kind of a chance. I really wish they would have told me about the position first to give me time to loosen up and find out a little bit more about what they were expecting before all of the questions. Sorry just had to vent.