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I don't like to complain but I'm feeling a little disillusioned with NS right now. I am finishing my first year of a two-year ADN program. I am so happy to be in nursing school and I am doing very well grade-wise...
...but I wonder if clinical is all it should be. I've had nearly a year of clinicals and all I feel like I do is bathe, change linens, and chart. I am not complaining about bathing my patients -- I love the way they look all buffed and shiny in a clean bed and 9 times out of 10 they thank me and say they feel so much better, plus I get a good look at them that way...
But I have this skill down at this point! Shouldn't I, after a year of nursing school, be learning to do more, in addition to this? I pulled a catheter for the first time yesterday. I can count on two hands the number of shots I have given. I won't be learning IVs at all during my program. I've never placed an NG tube or a catheter myself. I still don't know where to look for labs when they come back. I just keep checking the Kardex and hope it gets written there. I feel like an idiot! I am one of the few in my group who has zero prior experience -- we have a Surg Tech, two aides, an RT -- I am a housewife! When an IV beeps, I have no idea why and I'm not allowed to touch it. My Surg Tech classmate helped transfer one of my pts for Xray and knew how to disconnect and reconnect her O2 -- not because she learned it in school, but because she already knew how. Things move so quickly and our CI has to be everywhere at once, plus the nurses all have 6 or 7 pts and are running constantly -- no time to teach me this stuff. You get the picture, I think.
Classes and tests are brutal -- nearly half our class from the beginning of the year has had to withdraw. Will all of this come together at some point? I feel nearly in a panic! I dread clinicals because it is so much more of the same and I don't gain any new skills. One of my pts was d/c'd yesterday and the nurse said to me, "Shoot. I should've had you go make copies of the chart." Right. Because I am in nursing school to learn to make copies (actually, I think I am pretty good at that already...). I would've done it and not complained and she was great to me all day, but I'm afraid if I don't learn a bunch of stuff next year, I am going to be completely unprepared to be a nurse.
Thanks for letting me vent.