Today I lost it!
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Okay so I had a really rough day today. It's been almost three months since I started my new job and today I actually cried from frustration halfway through my shift.
It started with taking patients from a nurse who left me with a lot of undone orders and gave me terrible reports. One of my patients was not doing well and since I have had him several days in a row it was pretty emotional. Another patient was asking for bottled water which seemed like such a ridiculous request given the status of my other patients. I had six patients--two of whom were total care and the were on so many meds I didn't think I was ever going to get them done. All of the rooms were a mess and none of them had any gloves.
It was noon before I finished my assessments and gave my 9:00 meds and I still hadn't charted anything. The docs were coming in with all kinds of new orders and I really felt like quitting at that moment.
At the end of the day one of the more experienced nurses took me out for a beer and a burger and we spent two hours venting. I am now filled with a new resolve--I won't be a quitter I just need to adjust my perspective and do the best that I can do. As my charge nurse told me today--Me working at what I think is a mediocre pace is better than most of the other nurses do at their best.
One of my patients sent me flowers today and another gave me a big hug when I left for the day. I guess that makes it all worth it!
Sorry for ranting--just needed to get it all off my chest.