As you probably know from my previous posts I have a previous degree in psych education.. I realized as I was entering the education program that this was not what I wanted to do, I realized I had a passion for nursing but alt that point it was too late to switch so I miserable pushed forward.
Anyway by the time I got to student teaching I was completely depressed and all around miserable. I really realized that this is not what I want to do in my life. I was having frequent panic attacks and crying fits. After I graduated and got my degree I wanted to apply for a nursing program at my local community college but I just couldn't get past this never ending internal debate of feeling that my previous degree will be a complete waste if I go I to nursing and I feel ashamed. It holds me back and I keep trying to convince myself to go into my current field even tho I know it won't make me happy.
As you probably know from my previous posts I have a previous degree in psych education.. I realized as I was entering the education program that this was not what I wanted to do, I realized I had a passion for nursing but alt that point it was too late to switch so I miserable pushed forward.
Anyway by the time I got to student teaching I was completely depressed and all around miserable. I really realized that this is not what I want to do in my life. I was having frequent panic attacks and crying fits. After I graduated and got my degree I wanted to apply for a nursing program at my local community college but I just couldn't get past this never ending internal debate of feeling that my previous degree will be a complete waste if I go I to nursing and I feel ashamed. It holds me back and I keep trying to convince myself to go into my current field even tho I know it won't make me happy.
What do you think?