Hi. Im a new immigrant from the Philippines and currently taking care of my sick auntie for the past 11 months since I came here. I am down since. I saw my other family (who immigrated also) succeed and having money, job and going to parties and enjoying life while me stuck in my room studying nclex and going out only to eat, shower, care for my aunt for 12 hours straight and going to the library (which I do everyday). To be honest, I am jealous but I have to keep it for myself and suppress that feeling coz there is other things that I should worry about like my nclex. I failed the first time I took it. I felt like I am cursed and I am very depressed. Now, I am taking my nclex again for the second time tomorrow. I've been crying for 2 weeks every night thinking for tomorrow's exam. I wish I will pass and uplift myself but the more I dream about it, the more it seems impossible. I dont know what to do. Can you guys give me advice or something? If a fail, what should I do next?
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Hi. Im a new immigrant from the Philippines and currently taking care of my sick auntie for the past 11 months since I came here. I am down since. I saw my other family (who immigrated also) succeed and having money, job and going to parties and enjoying life while me stuck in my room studying nclex and going out only to eat, shower, care for my aunt for 12 hours straight and going to the library (which I do everyday). To be honest, I am jealous but I have to keep it for myself and suppress that feeling coz there is other things that I should worry about like my nclex. I failed the first time I took it. I felt like I am cursed and I am very depressed. Now, I am taking my nclex again for the second time tomorrow. I've been crying for 2 weeks every night thinking for tomorrow's exam. I wish I will pass and uplift myself but the more I dream about it, the more it seems impossible. I dont know what to do. Can you guys give me advice or something? If a fail, what should I do next?