stressed out.

Just a rant.

I'm sick of people trying to guilt me into making decisions. Before I make one, I research all the angles and really focus on if I CAN do something before I decide to do it.

Mom guilts me about not coming out to see her...well, I just started my new RN job and don't have time right now.

Roommate guilts me about wanting to move out...giving me the "I'd do anything for you if our situation was reversed"...I'd even let you live with me for next to nothing...Well, I don't let people not pull their weight.

Right now, I pay all bills, 1/2 rent, pick up all the dang time, get the mail, etc....I might as well be living by myself...etc. I'm sick of it...I like having my me time....having someplace to come home to where everything is how I left it. Bringing my girlfriend home and being able to do whatever I want...playing my music as loud as I desire...etc.

I'm off orientation in a week, and not nervous...but I just want to do more....because that first week with a full load, I'm gonna fall behind....

I'm just sick of people who try to make you make decisions based on how they feel...or that you're all of a sudden, you're a bad friend.

I'm sick of the guy...and I don't wish him harm...but all those little built up behaviors make you feel like crap....ya know?