I just started a new job in a different department/area of nursing than my background. Im in a critical care nursing area. I feel discouraged as I thought I was doing better than what was told to me yesterday at meeting with manager and Charge Nurse. I was upset that I have to find out in a formal meeting later on that I haven't been doing right. I would have thought that would be something one would tell you right away especially when dealing with patient safety. I do feel like my orientation has taken me longer to learn than I thought it would. I have five years experience as OR circulator and Outpatient PACU but critical care nursing is completely new to me. I love learning especially love the critical care nursing but don't know if I need to give things more time or move on. I'm definitely humble I forgot what it's like to feel like starting over again. Right now I'm in Interventional Radiology and have been trying to learn our four different areas and a bunch of procedures, and learning ventilators and drips in short period of time and limited staffing. I was told that I need to be more confident but hard to feel confident in a brand new area of nursing and new hospital and doctors I'm not familiar with. I'm 4.5/5 weeks in orientation and thought I was progressing in right direction but after the meeting I'm now having doubts. I took the job thinking it would help me one day move into the Cath Lab(my dream). Now I'm wondering if I should stay and hope things get better or move on and try ICU and learn more critical care skills.
I just started a new job in a different department/area of nursing than my background. Im in a critical care nursing area. I feel discouraged as I thought I was doing better than what was told to me yesterday at meeting with manager and Charge Nurse. I was upset that I have to find out in a formal meeting later on that I haven't been doing right. I would have thought that would be something one would tell you right away especially when dealing with patient safety. I do feel like my orientation has taken me longer to learn than I thought it would. I have five years experience as OR circulator and Outpatient PACU but critical care nursing is completely new to me. I love learning especially love the critical care nursing but don't know if I need to give things more time or move on. I'm definitely humble I forgot what it's like to feel like starting over again. Right now I'm in Interventional Radiology and have been trying to learn our four different areas and a bunch of procedures, and learning ventilators and drips in short period of time and limited staffing. I was told that I need to be more confident but hard to feel confident in a brand new area of nursing and new hospital and doctors I'm not familiar with. I'm 4.5/5 weeks in orientation and thought I was progressing in right direction but after the meeting I'm now having doubts. I took the job thinking it would help me one day move into the Cath Lab(my dream). Now I'm wondering if I should stay and hope things get better or move on and try ICU and learn more critical care skills.