My first semester of nursing school, I made the mistake of leaving the room without making sure the patient had swallowed the pills. (I let the doctor tell me to leave, and that he would take care of it, should've stayed... I know) So I got written up.
Fast forward to my third semester, I'm in OB.
I had a critical lab value that I neglected to tell my instructor about, instead, I told the instructor that comes to help. I got written up for that. Now my anxiety level in this clinical rotation has been higher than I think I've ever had in my life. I've never felt this anxious and I've been looking forward to OB more than any other rotation SOO I'm extremely disappointed. This last week... I neglected to administer a stool softener and that was my THIRD write up. Now I'm on probation.
Of course, several other things went on during the days but it's my mistake and I understand. I met with the instructor and the program director, they both said I'm extremely stressed and I need to start taking care of myself. My anxiety and stress have caused me to rattle off incredibly dumb answers during clinical when I'm asked because I've just been so nervous.
I'm incredibly embarrassed and I really just want to know if anybody has ANY advice moving forward? I go to peds in a week (meeting with the instructor before clinical to discuss everything) and have one OB day left on the floor. I want to decrease my anxiety because I don't want this anxiety fog when I'm in clinical. I've never experienced this level of anxiety around a rotation or instructor before.
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My first semester of nursing school, I made the mistake of leaving the room without making sure the patient had swallowed the pills. (I let the doctor tell me to leave, and that he would take care of it, should've stayed... I know) So I got written up.
Fast forward to my third semester, I'm in OB.
I had a critical lab value that I neglected to tell my instructor about, instead, I told the instructor that comes to help. I got written up for that. Now my anxiety level in this clinical rotation has been higher than I think I've ever had in my life. I've never felt this anxious and I've been looking forward to OB more than any other rotation SOO I'm extremely disappointed. This last week... I neglected to administer a stool softener and that was my THIRD write up. Now I'm on probation.
Of course, several other things went on during the days but it's my mistake and I understand. I met with the instructor and the program director, they both said I'm extremely stressed and I need to start taking care of myself. My anxiety and stress have caused me to rattle off incredibly dumb answers during clinical when I'm asked because I've just been so nervous.
I'm incredibly embarrassed and I really just want to know if anybody has ANY advice moving forward? I go to peds in a week (meeting with the instructor before clinical to discuss everything) and have one OB day left on the floor. I want to decrease my anxiety because I don't want this anxiety fog when I'm in clinical. I've never experienced this level of anxiety around a rotation or instructor before.