Hi, Speaking as a long term nurse, I just want to reinforce what others have said, that you are partly going through reality shock. I have seen it with new nurses before. That being said, it is a broad profession, and you have many options coming up. For example, I did legal nursing, and loved it. Travel nursing, airlifting patients. Take some time to explore what you might really be happy doing. then give yourself a break, sounds like you are doing a good job despite all the stress of being a new nurse, which in itself is a big stress. Hugs