Justgetit,
please don’t end your life. Here is the national suicide prevention line
1 800-273-8255
there are plenty of other things you can do besides nursing. It’s okay to start over & try something new, even if you fail, it will be okay. Everyone fails & that’s OK. please don’t kill yourself for a career that is screwing us all over anyway. It’s not worth it.
I feel like your post just expressed everything I’ve been thinking lately. I really have tried to make it work & managed to stick out my 2 year contract. I wanted to be a nurse so badly, but after only 2 years I feel completely burnt out & can’t seem to muster any passion/interest for any other fields of nursing either. I think I’ll try one other nursing job, but if that doesn’t work out I’ll have to figure something else out.