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I dont care anyone then. Because I'm just going to keep having another drink. And I'll stay home and wait forthem to call me. All my life rveryone always say oooo your not good enough well im not. I give up

Im not punking anyone I am not ok right now no ones cares

maybe coming to this site was mistake because I feel so sad right now

I am keeping the option open and applying to all jobs I can find. I used to be in charge of the other nurses in Assistedliving. I am good critically think on my toes at all times maybe if floor nursing doesn't work out I do case management. This is the back up plan for me now I have been thinking and I am not sitting here enjoying the time off they gave me. I don't want to be at home on a day off from work I am a responsible adult so I am going to go to work even though im suspended. My boss will see I want to change and fix things. I won't wven ask them to pay me but I will go in today and ask te nurses on duty if I can help them.

i started apply for homecare jobs, a lot of job description say supervising uap and case managing maybe that would be not as hard for me to do

thank you thank you it is vry nice to see comments that are good advice. I need to find a SNF that takes teaching seriously n doesn't bully people.

Ny typing is because I hate typing and im not good at it. I am not immature b/c of being bad at typing omg. I was very upset last night I literally crie myself to sleep. I had a drink of wine it made me say a lot of things I did not mean. I am sorry I was mean to some of you

They said at first they are going to give me icu but now psych. I am in my mid thirities so it's more expensive if they give me the hour

I called my boss to ask what is going to happen to me and she said she has a meeting with her bosses. If they were gnng to fire me they would have already. I am suspended and that doesnot mean fired it means I go back to work when they ask. If I am so bad at everything Like so many people here make me look out to be then they wouldnt have a meeting with all the administration to talk about me. I am gng to stay positive even though most you think im a horrible nurse I will prove you all wrong

i dont work in subacute right now I amlong term care. I give injections and oxygen treatment and PO pills. Mayb the rehab could be a fit forme thank you

I am on suspension a waiting to see if they give another chance. I have been drinking a little bit of wine to calm down. Thank for not being rude

Its that your pity full way of saying sorry? You are a liar yes you did say I would kill icu patient. It's in writing go look. I am a lot older then you I have wisdom and critical thought you dont you dare tell me how to be a better nurse and handle my stress after the hurtful words you said. I don't need to self diagnose myself with adhd to gain sympathy

Im sry I got defensive I wrote this here cause I'm crying my eyes out I thought someone else could give me good advice and say they went trough it too

she accused me of going into the icu and killing people