Its not the learning curve per - say it's the area I'm in. Bedside is not my cup of tea or maybe nursing in general just isn't for me. What I've seen, done, experienced while working I had not experienced when I was in nursing school. The stress level has nearly thrown me into SVT quite a few times. I hooked my self up to a robo nurse once during a panic attack I was at 157 hr this is not healthy for me at all. I normally run 80s. Not once have i ever had a panic attack before and now I get them frequently.
Like I also said my family has noticed a drastic change in my behavior after I started working as an RN.
Just not sure where to go at this point. Already discussed leaving nursing with my family and boy did the sh#t hit the fan but some of them did support my thoughts about it except my parents of course.
I've talked to a few coworkers and they told me I just need to find what's right for me, they said if I don't feel right where I am and don't feel comfortable I need to find another area. I just don't know where to go at this point.