alaina_wil

I'm sorry that you have had a rough start on your own. Like previous posters have said, it does get much easier with time. As you become confident in your abilities as a nurse, you won't be so frightened at assignments or floating. Sadly, it really can be "sink or swim" at times, but the charge nurse should be a resource that you can go to in times of doubt. I attribute a lot of the attitudes that can occur from coworkers from them being overworked or stressed out themselves. I would, in no way, take this personal (even though that can be hard at times). Do the best you can, and provide the most compassionate care you can, and I promise you that will not go unnoticed. I have been a nurse for about 5 years now, and there are STILL times that I feel flustered and overwhelmed. You will learn who you can go to on your unit with questions and concerns. If this particular area does not work out for you, go to your educator or manager and voice your concerns - the beauty of nursing is that you are not only limited to one area. Hang in there and find your niche. It gets better :)

Took a registered nurse intern position in the Neuro ICU straight out of college. I loved it and learned a lot on that unit.

First off, congrats on passing! That is a big relief for you, I'm sure. Secondly, look around to see if there are any nursing internships at hospitals in your area. Where I am from, hospitals offer both graduate nurse positions AND RN internships. I would also recommend looking into some med/surgical job openings. Although it might not be your first choice, I learned the most when working on a general med/Surg floor. Put in your time there (at least a year or two) and then transfer to the floor of your choosing. :) Best wishes to you!