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pitocin was given to me by IV right after my son was born. i had a C Section and i was awake for the whole thing and i was told that pitocin is given to help my uterus contract not to stop any bleeding. but boy oh boy that stuff sure does burn! i had after birth labor pains for a while after that! i will never forget that burning sensation pain for as long as i live.

boy i sure know the feeling of being out in the cold! i have worked in a pharmacy here in watertown, new york, for six years this september, and this company is an warm family type of environment. but lately, it has not felt that way at all with me lately. i do not have a clue why and i tried talking with my boss and she is either too busy or too tired to talk and she does not seem to want to make an effort to make time to discuss things. whenever i need to discuss something with her she does not want to hear it and it makes me angry and frustrated at times because there used to be a time when she did. all employees at this pharmacy get two performance bonuses per year. usually we get anywheres from 700-1000.00 part timers and full timeres get much more. anyways, at christmas i only received 100.00 which is better than nothing but at the same time i did not understand. i usually depend on these bonuses to help me get by throughout the year. i know i should not be so petty about it because they do not have to give anybody anything. but in june, i never received nothing not a dime for a bonus and all the others did. i spoke with several people and they receive a very handsome bonus. besides that i just got the impression they no longer want me there and i do not know why. am i being wrong here or should i be real upset? i am in the process of looking for a new job. boy that is definitely a challenge! hopefully something will come up here real soon. i have a child to take care of and i am barely making it at present.

i have a chance for a job as a ward clerk in oneida, ny. i have had three years experience as an ER ward clerk. this job was in the late eighties and ended in 1990 because the hospital closed down. i am a little nervous. do you think with the experience i have had that after training it will all come back to me? i love medicine and love working in the hospital. i miss it so much and i hope i get the job badly. write me back and let me know what your thoughts are on this. lapiazze