Don't give up. Take your time before going back to look for another position. You really need to decide what you want to do. Nursing is so vast that you can do practically anything; research, computer analyst, geriatrics, pediatrics, clinical nursing, home health, to name a few. It seems that as a new grad a busy trauma unit was not for you. Please take the time to decide where you want to be, but don't give up, because somewhere, someone needs you! Even someone in Tahiti may need you. :)