riveraover1

Neezy84, I am sorry you feel this way. It seems that you are very unhappy in your current situation and have experienced some situations that have cause you resentment. There are many positions in the nursing field that you may find more suitable for you such as utilization review for an insurance company or public health nursing that tracks data trends for a variety of different items such as tuberculosis, whooping cough, lead poisoning etc. You may want to even consider school nursing. I think you may also benefit from counseling services to help with your PTSD, ability to trust, and maybe other internal feelings you have that need to be worked through to get you feeling more positive. I feel like you are drawn to nursing and keep coming back because deep in your heart you don't want to let it go. Seek counseling and work on you and everything else will fall into place. I will keep you in my prayers.