the hardest part of giving birth is the crowning, where the head of the baby is right there but the hardest to push right, but once it's out... its the greatest feeling, success, and so much relief. thats you... you are in the darkest part of your life because you are about to give birth to something great! but of course, the devil would do everything and anything in his power to stop u. Depression, feeling sick, pain, hardships until you give up because he doesn't want you to succeed. God allowed it to happen cuz he wants your faith and he knows you will make it and he will help you through it. You need to kneel before God and accept that you couldn't make it without him. Good Luck.