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I am not sure why there has been so many harsh assumptions and judgements I didn't feel I needed to open my Pandora's box about all of my issues I just thought this would be a supportive site to get help thank you to the supportive non judgmental people on here and maybe the others may need to look a little deeper and question why they are so bitter. I am still so ashamed and disgusted with myself I am just trying to become better and I would never judge someone for their mistakes my own brother in law a chief of police was stilling opiates from the evidence locker everyone turned agait him I was there for him there are many reasons we do what we do shuning and casting away our own is not the life I live and I consider all nurses police EMT firefighters our own and for some that are just so interested one of the days I took a Xanax a 3 year old died from drowning she was a daughter friend we worked the code for an hour doing compressions with tears rolling down my face I know I'm not the only one who has worked these codes but it was just one more thing that added to my emotional instability at the time

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I'm sorry I thought this site was for support not judgmental. On a side not I had an interview yesterday and was hired as a science teacher in the gifted program.

I was offered the RNP I put a lot of thought into it I do love nursing but the stipulations random drug tests 4 AA meetings a week and when if i could get a job I would be supervised. With 3 kids and my husband gone most of the time he has call 24/7 so he can be called out for 1 day or 1 month. So with 3 kids I would need daycare plus someone to come once daycare closes till i get off at 7. So doing the math of all the program nonsense and how much I would make doest justify all of the headache. I know here in LA nurses pay is 18-30/hr if you only work 3 12's you will make less then a teacher considering they are off 2 months and all holidays and weekends teacher pay starts at almost 40,000 so idk

Thanks for the input..fyi and made and A in both college English classes as well as all of my papers in nursing school. I just dont feel that in a forum I am constructing a research paper. Anyway I have already passed the state background check but for my certification application it has that dreaded question have you ever had a license suspended revoked etc. So I was just hoping one of you would know anyone that has actually be successful in this endeavor. Also to trishmsn Im sorry I am a veteran and while I was serving I developed annuity attacks and put on an SSRI although I have seldom breakthrough. In response to HOPE3456 what wonderland are you living in I know teachers that drink 2 bottles of wine a night to cope, take opiates during class, molest children, start relationships with children do cocaine occasionally and other drugs so taking a Xanax before bed not driving in your opinion is deemed a quality to not teach. Well its a wonder we all made it through school with these terrible self medicating educators and another thing you can have a felony I know in my state and after 3 years apply for a certification of course no rape molestation murder etc. SO who knows what kind of "terrible" person is teaching your children. I have 3 kids so I dont take it lightly thanks again

Ok my license has been suspended due to not entering a rehab for the RNP program Details don't really matter but I took some of my friends Xanax she gave me bc I had many anxiety attacks after having 2 babies in one year i realize I did wrong I was having ppd or something and failed a random anyway doesn't matter bc on the license verification page it says suspended that's all but if you google me on the state board site says suspended due to non compliance of alcohol or drug problem. Has anyone ever lost or had a suspended license and went on to teach high school middle school or elementary? Any help will be greatly appreciated I have a BSN and have an interview this week to teach middle school with a temporary certification I just don't know if I should bring it up or what to do