I can surely relate to your situation. Its been almost 4 years (in may) since i graduated from nursing school. Took the exam twice already and I failed. Im afraid to take it the third time but however im building up the courage to do some this year. Dont givr up! Dont look at all the years you've lost but look forward to the future. Its NEVER to late! God will see you through. Im sorry for the hardships you've had to endure. Time heals all wounds. P.S Where in Fl do you reside? Maybe we could study together! :)