Hello, I've been having trouble finding a job and need some kind of income because money that I have saved up is almost gone. I talked myself into applying for a major hospital system that pretty much dominates most of Pittsburgh, well they brought me in for an interview a few days ago and the manager had one more person to interview but said I pretty much had the job. Yikes it just now hit me that I don't think I want to work for them right now as a new nurse, when I do get the job offer if I turn it down would that be a reason for them to blacklist me for ever working for them in the future? If I go through their orientation that's a few weeks long and manage to work on the floor and decide it's not for me can I put in a two week notice or do you think they blacklist because it looks like you wasted their time? I'm just so upset about all of this and for some reason the thought of working there makes me depressed because I did most of my school clinical rotations there and absolutely hated that place. I know I shouldn't have applied but I couldn't help it and at the time I was just so depressed about finances and taking care of two kids with money that may last if I'm lucky for the next month... Any advice I would greatly appreciate it because right now life sucks and I feel so helpless with no way out...