Okay...so today was my first official day as a CNA. I never worked as a CNA before, so I had no experience. I'm certified but didn't go to a full CNA class/course. I just did a quick week program course and challenge the boards and took the exam in FL. So since it's my first day, I had to work with a preceptor. She was a little mean and a little harsh on me, but I was fine with it. BUT here is the main problem, when I got home, I really felt like crying because I felt like I was useless and don't deserve to work there and felt like I wasn't qualified for the job. I was just overwhelmed with all the things that you had to do as a CNA. I mean, I HAD NO PROBLEM WITH DOING THE TYPICAL CNA WORK, like bed bath, cleaning up stool, changing beds, etc. I was actually excited to do all that because I love HELPING people. Also, all the patients I had LOVED me and appreciated me. To get back to the problem, I was just overwhelmed by all the computer work(Charting), learning all where all the supplies were, and most importantly, THE TIME ROUTINE. For instance, taking vital signs every 4 hours and then knowing when to drain the urine bag, and then do this after that on a time crunch. I was overwhelmed with the time you have to do everything and the order you do everything after another. I felt very LOST and SLOW. I felt lost in a sense of not knowing what and when to do a lot things. I know this is only my first day, but I'm usually hard on myself. I want to be a good CNA and help these patients quickly with full intention from the bottom of my heart. But at this point, I feel like I'm worrying more about what to do next after this and that than actually taking care of patients. PLEASE HELP AND LEAVE ANY TIPS.